I’ve been feeling quiet lately; not sure what to write. Part of it is just being busy with the work of ministry. Learning how to pastor a new community, gearing up for Camp Osiris this summer, plus my full time job at another church keep me hopping. But there is more to it than that.
I’ve been feeling sad a lot lately and frustrated with the church (universal) and the ways in which I feel as if I am spitting into the wind when I try to speak truth to power. I am tired of being dismissed by folks, tired of the refusal of people to see their own privilege, and tired of getting smacked down when I call out that privilege.
Basically I’m just tired. I’m sure I’ll bounce back, but for now I need to do some self care and figure out what I want/need to say next.